How I Feel

You see me on the outside
I'm outside, but you never wanna get too close
Tell you that I'm alright
I'm just fine, but never wanna be alone

You know it's hard for me run with somebody else
My mind's going a hundred miles a minute
I told you that I want you till my heart gives out
I thought you'd feel it back
But you didn't

Don't call me now
I don't wanna run around
Won't you just make up your goddamn mind?
Oh, 'cause you're eighteen, talking 'bout daydreams
Saying: You hate me
Telling me love ain't real
I don't want stick around
That's how I feel

Love you for a long time
I guess I was never gonna let you know
Maybe it's the sunlight, your green eyes
I waited there, you never showed

You know it's hard for me run with somebody else
You're saying that you're never gonna feel it
But then you come back like I knew you would
You're changing your mind like the seasons

Don't call me now
I don't wanna run around
Won't you just make up your goddamn mind?
Oh, 'cause you're eighteen, talking 'bout daydreams
Saying: You hate me
Telling me love ain't real
I don't want stick around
That's how I feel

And maybe I'm the issue, so I'm thinking it through
But it's over
You're drunk and say: I love you and now maybe you do
But it's over, yeah, it's over
And I can't even listen to the songs that we used to love
Oh, 'cause I crashed my car when I was thinking of you

Oh, 'cause you're eighteen, talking 'bout daydreams
Saying: You hate me
Telling me love ain't real
I don't want stick around
That's how I feel